troubled and confused and tired...

While i really enjoy putting together events, the stress and politics that accompany each event wear me down. Stress has taken its toll on me lately. Stress at work -> cannot sleep -> headache -> emotionally "unstable". Little bumps at work looks like huge mountains nowadays.

An work issue that i had been grappling with has just been escalated to top management. Let's see what's going to happen: will i get shot or will i be guided and handled it well. I pray for the latter.

I have been thinking what i am going to do next. Should i continue in the industry and do what i am doing now or move to another position? Or should i do something totally different? If yes, what is that?

Read this quote. Motivating for me now...

Self

In dwelling, live close to the ground
In thinking, keep to the simple
In conflict, be fair and generous
In governing, don't try to control
At work, do what you enjoy
In family life, be completely present
When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare
Everybody will respect you

~ Lao Tzu